gay little grunge goth thing. genderfluid. body modifications. art. Halloween. a blog of all the things I love & obsess over. i like weird shit.
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Today the Department of Awesome Natural Wonders takes us to Ashikaga Flower Park in Tochigi, Japan, home to the country’s largest great wisteria. This colossal blooming vine is 144 years old and covers an area measuring 1,990 square meters (half an acre). Its numerous heavy branches are held up by a vast network of steel supports. In the spring countless racemes of pink and purple flowers bloom to form a vibrant canopy that practically brushes the heads of the park’s many visitors. If you’re planning a visit, the best time to behold this awesomely enchanting sight is from late April to mid May.

Photos by y-fu,, Makoto Yoneda, P-Zilla, takeoh, Taka Ochiai, and Kazumi Ishikawa respectively.

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Just gonna say as a pansexual who loves sex, you don't fucking need it. It's not a right, not a need. It's a want. It's a desire. And there are a lot of things that people want, but that doesn't make them a need. Some people on this site really need to learn the difference between those two. And I feel really uncomfortable and unsafe around anyone who claims that it is a need.. I'm not saying.. I'm just saying.. You know?


Oh believe me, I know. <3 Thank you.

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Hi phin what do u know about repressed memory? Cause im having some flashbacks of bad things i dont remember happenning and im freaking out i may have been molested



repressed memories are tricky stuff.    they can be the real thing.

they can not be memories at all, but dreams you remember….

you need to see a professional for this. a psychiatrist, preferably.

and do it soon. if you were molested, this person needs to be IN JAIL.

thanks                                                               all the best,


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do you think sam and dean abuse each other? i see a lot of people arguing over that as well.


I think they have a lot of toxic behaviors towards each other and have an extremely unhealthy relationship, but I hesitate to say they abuse each other because while technically true I don’t think they deserve the stereotypical judgment of being abusers.

Codependency is not cute, it’s not sweet, it’s not romantic; it’s destructive and crippling and it makes you start to hate the person you’re desperate to keep with you. But while their relationship is fucked up to hell and back (literally), it’s largely not their fault because they were programmed into it by the world John constructed for them. Dean has spent thirty years knowing that he has to watch out for Sam and that’s his job and he has no self that isn’t dad’s weapon or Sam’s caretaker. With dad gone, Dean’s core of being hangs upon Sam. That’s not good. That sucks. It’s just fine for Dean to love his brother, even need his brother, but to the point where it ruins them both? Yeah no.

Sam isn’t, on the surface, as fucked up and codependent as Dean, but he still has nothing and no one besides Dean, and every time he’s tried to break away it’s gone horribly. Sam’s had Dean as a surrogate mother his whole life, and he needs his approval as much as he resents his overbearing nature… which he has guilt over feeling because Dean has done so much for him. He loves Dean and needs Dean to be proud of him, but it’s suffocating for him to want to live his own life when Dean clings to him and needs him and when he gives in to that, when he lets Dean ‘have him’ instead of trying to get out, he’s miserable. He wants to be normal, he wants to have his own life and have a good, normal, close but healthy relationship with Dean, but how can he criticize the brother who’s done so much for him? He couldn’t until Dean went way too far and put an angel in him. He enables Dean’s codependency sometimes because he doesn’t want to not have Dean with him but he doesn’t know how to fix anything. 

Both of them are psychologically crippled because John put terrible emotional burdens on them and isolated them from being able to learn how to have good relationships from other people. They grew up in a bubble of being the only thing each other had and could depend on, so it’s no wonder they’re codependent. So yes, they do abuse each other, but I personally consider it largely an extension of John’s abusiveness. They need to make better choices, but even more than that they need psychological help.

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For those who are curious, this is how my bedroom/bathroom looks 365 days out of the year. :) Yes, it’s my ACTUAL bedroom. And I’m proud to say, I decorated it all myself. I don’t just have a blog about Halloween, I LIVE it. It’s my inspiration. Much like this blog, Halloween is every day of the year in my world.



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This is my first outfit from yesterday~ I had three in total. Haha.
Pic 1 My make-up and new contacts - revocon Opal Black from Honey Color
Pic 2 Showing off my earrings, ‘cause I never do but they always match my outfits
Pic 3 Full on outfit! Lots of sheer layers make opaque layers~ which is key for summer. No sunscreen and I didn’t over heat.